I'm not making any improvement in my tone. =.= it's still rough and thin and so awful! unlike those round and nice tone other people play. and to make things worse, everytime i hear a nice tuba sound, i get disheartened instead of being motivated. T.T i guess i should really give up the hope of becoming musician. yes, i know it's not like me to give up and it isnt "right" to give up but if not making improvements and still suck, which band or orchestra will accept me as a tuba player?! there's no point pursuing what i cant do well but have a passion in it. instead, society looks for people who are good in an area but dun care if they really like that professioncy they are. i must wake up and see what im good at instead of letting my imagination run wild and keep thinking i will be a musician in the future. =.=
there! i posted! :D
fell in love with music @ 6:55 PM