And i thought primary school life was disaster(no offence). And i thought they were just exagerrating. And i thought u were the best. And i thought i will never regret. And i thought we will be best friends forever. And i thought i can never forgive you. And i thought...

But secondary school life is worse than disaster. But they were not. But they are. But i am. But it ended sooner than i thought. But i think i did. But...

Is this wad u call friendship? y are u stopping now? y cant i just hate u? that would be happier. cant u just continue wad u are doing? when i dun see u, i wanted to see u, but when i see u, i dun wan to see u. What is this?! this could be mended? i dun think so, this is permenant. wad if everything was a nightmare? would it be better when i woke up? i nid to choose between u all and them arent i? i dun wan to make that decision. never would i want to. hate me! and hate me like u hate him! dun let me feel guilty when u treat me normally like nothing happened. wad would my reply be when u took action first? will we? will we be the buddies like the past? make me hate u pls. i cant take this any longer.

Aim of this post: confuse the readers. lol! but wad i posted was true. just that mixed up. dun feel dumb if u dun understand. =D

Kira
fell in love with music @ 7:47 PM

Nowadays very tired. dunno y. lol! sometimes the tireness just come suddenly. maybe it takes alot of energy to do tat like she said. she stopped that for 2 days and im not used to it. i dunno y but i want her to continue. somehow, i just want to. i wan toget the feeling. lol! im crapping... =X

Got back report book liao. =D rank 18/40 in class and 58/160 in level. only CME and OE A. other's B's and C's. D: nvm. win pigs can liao. XD but still have 2 rank higher than me. so jyjy JunRong! u better buck up and win them! XD

are u even suppose to curse me? shouldn't u be encouraging me? i've enough of u. stopping me from wad i like and now cursing me to go normal? think ur sec sch result also not that good lor! still curse me! and i didnt play com games. u didnt even see wad im doing. -.- using com is not playing com. u are always pulling me down instead of pushing me up like wad u are suppose to do. embarrassing me infront of both my friends and ur friends is wad u should do? dun u have any good things to say? somemore make up stories and exaggerate. i tried to love u but i cant. wad u do gives me second thought of loving u.

Kira
fell in love with music @ 5:42 PM

feeling so weird today... today also weird weird der. lol! usual things dun happen. but also luckily nothing happen. coz today was... i dunno how say. but it's just ... lol! i know u'all dun get it. i also dunno how explain. hope tmr will be better ba. ^^

Kira
fell in love with music @ 2:17 PM

lol! today no mood to scold. XD coz too happy liao! lol! today maths day was quite sian but time also went fast. so was quite ok. lol! first time in my life time went so fast when i sian. XD had the lesson in class after assembly. learnt how to divide big big numbers wif 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11. didnt know the questions was sent for competition. lol! even we know also wont work so hard. XD recess after that. eat eat talk talk bell ring go back class. lol! quite normal actually. went to com lab after recess for the microsoft excel thing. learnt alot. like how to make graphs from it, learnt formula and some craps that i forgot. lunch break was after that. dun rmb eating anything. lol! also forgot wad i did. XD den go another com lab to do GSP. not really useful coz we dun have the software. lol! somemore kena scolded from teacher coz of our bad behaviour. she said we broke the record coz our behaviour is the worst since the maths day started years ago. lol! cool! XD went to phyucyn house after that. from classroom to front gate was FUN!!! lol! nvr vented out so much anger. XP reach phyucyn house fun liao. lol! but was bored at first. neeta kept bugging us to play wif her as usual. den slept out of boredom after that. XD finally peace. =X den we did blog skipping. helped to scold a bastard that tagged the choir blog. zzz. another no brainer. hop-ped to cheryl blog and "rested" for awhile. den the fuck u chorus came. three of us(lingyin also got go), sang "fuck u! fuck u! very very much~" lol! den ling yin made one "feed u! feed u very very much~" and we were like laughing like we didnt laugh before. after we laugh den she still do action wor! LOL! we ran out of breath laughing. lol! den ling yin went toilet. i was sitting beside phyucyn. after she came out den stood beside us for 2 sec? den phyucyn looked at her and thought of the feed u song den like laugh after seeing her liddat. was like so damn funny! lol! went back home wif ling yin coz take same bus. den reach back gate walking to front gate saw sc's along the way. lin sen ran towards me wif the bull position. lol! den eustacia was shocked. but still keep waving. XD den lin sen sort of introduce his friend to me. one sc was tao guang's gf another argued to be his wife. lol? den he go back ler. i kept on going and saw kelly and other sc's taking garbage from the garbage area of the sch? dunno wad they doing but greeted kelly, hamka was busy so didnt greet. den kept walking...walking...walking finally reach home! lol! long post leh! congrats me. XD

Kira
fell in love with music @ 8:12 PM

lol! cheryl ask me post normal days. but not fun. lol! fine ba. let's try.

Haiz... sadded. sec 4 sc's step down le. lol! dunno y sad sad. maybe coz they gave us lots of memories ba. den... forgot wad happened next. den recess. bought 3 wrist band from ELDDS 2 white 1 yellow. den eat. den go inline skating. today alot people fell. i also fell lots of time. lol! but was fun la. except for those equipment that was not cleaned. lol! go back class already 12.30 liao. den we slacked. bell rang everyone rush to the door. lol!

think u'all fell asleep ler rite? lol! now the proper post:
Start wif thanks first ba. =D

Thank u! thank u for protecting me from teases and such although im not wif u. u even got bullied while saving me. TT but u nvr had a second thought. THANK U SO SO MUCH!!!

sadly, there's onli one to thank. lol! Haiz... scold people scold dao sian liao. lol! but just to kill time. XD

I tot u were not like himher but u are no difference from her! u changed so damn much since the first day i met u. u backstabbed me to her just because u wan more people to hate me. haiz... wads wrong wif people brain this days? y cant u just hate me urself? coz u scared u the onli one hating me? zzz! or are u just a sore-loser?

Pls lor! acting ah-beng infront of them for wad sio! just wan them to like u? or are u liking them? -.-

omg! u are getting from bad to worse. sure u dun nid go back kindergarten? for both knowledge and characteristic. say me keep going wif girls u urself girl also keep going to boys. u just have to win everything dun u? people win u not happy. u win u scold people noob. wad's ur problem?

tot u were not like them. but yet, u made me disappointed. people dun hate me u not happy isit? giving them a lesson y they must hate me? lol!

PLS!!! she's also ur best friend! i know u hate me. but u cant bully her wif them just to ask her to hate me rite?!

PEOPLE!!! just hate the person u hate and that's all! nvr ask others to hate them as well! to me, it plain shameless, dignity-less and no class. somemore, only tell the person u hate that u are weaker than them.

Is victory more important than friends? if that's the case, i rather lose this game and have my friends back. because u are not worth having them to stick wif u. or rather, u sticking wif them.

Kira
fell in love with music @ 6:03 PM

W00TS!!! 100th post! lol! k. let's start the post. ;D



THANK YOU!!! although u're wif them, u dun change ur views to me. =D thank u! seriously! Thanks a million!



ROFL!!! i post one u go post 3. showing off ur kiasu side? or showing off u have no brain? XD tag also put ur name la! but thanks yeah? giving me one more name to call u. COWARD!!! i pity u sometimes.. u dun even know who ur true friends are. haiz.. so wad if my eng lousier than u? i know and i have my true friends. So u successfully took some of my friends away and trying to take more arent u? no class, no dignity. hate me just hate me la! y ask ur friends to hate me as well? -.- that prove u are weak man... XP should girl... i dun care who hates me now. so drag everyone u wan to. yes, i said u have the rights to post. but i didnt say i dun have the right to get angry. pls la! u cant control my anger rite? -.- wif a club of no original name is so... brainless. onli a brainless people like u can think of that name. nvm. dun wan say abt u liao. onli waste my time. zzz

LOL! 1E2 onli 6 people man. XD today dunno wad festival. sec 3's are all selling food in the canteen. bought a strawberry split. den shared wif ling yin and phyu cyn. disgusting? u havent see anyone else yet. den stayed back for them and lin sen untill 3. den go home. dunno how say but today very fun. lol!

Kira
fell in love with music @ 3:52 PM

My life is a total HOLY CRAP!!! people i nid most at that time was not there. CRAP!!! exams all Bs and Cs just chinese A2. CRAP!!! friends disappearing one by one. CRAP!!! We are toking lesser everyday. CRAP!!! No one to listen to my problems. CRAP!!! i dunno my friend's problem. CRAP!!! no friends to stay back wif. CRAP!!! people i wan to tok to, dun wan to tok to me. CRAP!!! have to call friends to have private toks. CRAP!!! Nothing else to write so end wif LIFE SUCKS!!!

Kira
fell in love with music @ 1:20 PM

Hello! Band practice today was fun before break. after break mr rasull became serious. den i keep making mistake. D: Lela and Zawani wan quit band lers.. haiz.. Mr Tan say nid persuade people join band. lol! so anyone interested please tag my tagboard. =D

Went to jp wif shengmu, phyu cyn and ling yin after that. actually wan watch night at the museum 2 den found out that 17 again still airing. so watch 17 again. u guys must be so so jealous rite? XD the movie was nice? quite funny and for those who are love sick like me should watch. XD

Arcade-ed after movies. den actually $12 card left wif -$2. y nagetive? coz nid top up more to play. lol! now, u can see how crazy ur vice-ceo is. lol!

Shooting me wif a gun? o.o

Dun suicide!

Went home after that. den ta-da! im infront of the com now blogging.

ur silence is killing me.
ur thank you confused me.
u made me feel so guilty and wan to tok to u again.
yes. i wan to tok.
but u also nid to join in!
u gave me a shoulder so cold that im complaining it to my friends.
3 "hi's" wif no reply is enough.
am i going to try the 4th time?
i dun know.
pls guide me along like u did.
u are the onli person i can tell everything to.
im not blaming u for hating me.
and i dun expect ur forgiveness.
i dun wan ur forgiveness.
i wan to know the reason first!
i just wan to tok to u!
we havent tok about 1 month?
that's enough.
that's more than enough.
i tot we can tok for the sake of her.
but im wrong.
she's not a person who will give up.
but she did...
she did this time.
trying to patch us up.
they tried.
they really did.
cant we just patch up for the sake of them?
i know whateva i say now is no use.
but please! break the silence for me!
im sick of it!

Kira
fell in love with music @ 7:04 PM

Yay! Finally exam finish liao! =D just now after listening slacked wif sing rui and ling yin. den actually wan go back shuqun but wai lwin going library den didnt go lorhx. den sian-slack... den draw draw draw... eat eat eat... laugh laugh laugh... lol! den sing rui bought this cold water den water droplets all over it dn so nice. lol! im sick. XP

Sing rui's water wif droplets or water

Den someone called lingyin den i bored jiu took pic of her

Ling yin using phone in school

den we went to buy ice cream from the mama shop. den eat. den draw again. den sing rui needed my stapler. den i handed my bilabong pencil case to her. den she suddenly crazy about bilabong. keep saying "Bi-La-Bong~ Bong, Bong, Bong~" lol! somemore wrote it down...

Sing Rui's Bilabong quote. XD

Ok! jiu blog dao here. lol! Bye! =D

Kira
fell in love with music @ 12:59 PM

Yesterday words emo-ed me today... I dunno if i really like u. when u told me that yesterday, i wasn't having any feelings untill i saw u today.. I nid advice! but the best person to give me advice is not toking to me anymore! and i dunno what is the reason! wtf should i do? continue emoing? haiz...

would u rather have friends that hurt u or not having friends at all? i seriously dunno wad to do. i cant say out my problems and it's like drowning and not saving urself!

i am running away rite? haiz... would it be nice if u are dead but not having torture in life? haiz...

Kira
fell in love with music @ 10:08 AM

If only we can control our lifes

If only you love me

If only there's no trouble in lifes

If only u can forget what u want to forget

If only u get wad u wan

If only u wan to be who u wan to be

If only there's no hatred in this world

If only everything goes our way

If only there's no sorrow in our dictionary

If only we can enjoy our lives to the fullest

If only everything was a nightmare

If only wish come true

If only bastards, bitches are not in this world

If only dead is better than living

If only we can cry out loud when we want to

If only there's no one to stop us from wad we want to do

If only miracles happens

If only friends last forever

If only if only if only...

Kira
fell in love with music @ 4:09 PM

I've scolded so many people these days... LOL! so now, thanking my love ones. =D somemore can kill time.XD dun wanna study. lol!

SingRui---ur randomness, slow and everything make us laugh. thanks for... the laughter? lol! u are thrustworthy, good listener and TALL!!! so tall tht we nid to look up to u. TT

Hema---hmm... let's see wad can i thank this bastard.. lol! jkjk. thank u hema, for telling me ALMOST everything and not telling me SOMEthing. XD u are loyal and always there when we nid ur help.

PhyuCyn---yea yea, GJP blah blah is wad u care abt. lol! Thanks for being such a good consoler that can make me laugh when i seriously dun wan to. lol!

Liping---yea! i didnt forget u. lol! Thanks for ur counsell and online to "listen" to my problems everytime i ask u to. although u are having o levels this year but u will online whenever i nid u. THANK YOU!!!

Pei Lu---Thanks for accompany me everytime my friends gone for home econs. lol!

Ying Xiang---long time didnt see u liao. but thank u for the advice on studies u gave me. =D

Kah Keng---Thanks for standing on my side everytime something happened.

Nisha---Nisha! Thanks for ur wonderful laughter! lol! u rmb us even we are in the different schools. Thank u!!

Lynette---Thank u for helping me looking for "clues" for that "case" and telling me all the positive stuff when something negative is going on. =D

Wei Jie---thanks for being a great friend. u defend me instead of urself when people teases us. thank you!

Chong Sing---thanks for the advice u gave.

En Teng---thanks for being competitive in restaurant city and maybe maple? lol

Faizah---thanks for asking everyone in the row to vote for me as a maths rep. may not bea maths rep without u. thanks! =D

ShengMu---maybe we just know each other but thanks for ur craziness that make us laugh! =D

Ling Yin---Sorry ling yin! write u so below. hope u wont mind. thanks for ur cuteness that we laughed abt. lol! no offence. =X

Queena---thanks for chatting wif me almost everyday that time.

Shaun---being a CEO is not easy. Thanks for being so patience wif this crazy class! =D

ZhenHao---Thanks for being my "bodyguard" last year. lol!

Liyana---There's always laughter when u are around. lol! thanks! =D

Kok Yong, Wei lun, Kelly,Hamka, BeeGim and all the seniors---for giving us such a memorable S1OC. =D

Mr Leow, Mdm Suriani, Mrs Chen, Ms Fauzila and all the teachers that taught me---thank you teachers for teaching me! u are the best! =D

wow wad a list. lol! sorry for those whom i didnt write. but i am truly grateful for what u've done. the list is not by rank or order. so the last i wrote may be the first to be thanked.

Kira
fell in love with music @ 5:45 PM

Woohoo! CLAP & CHEER FOR ME!!! i finally "renovated" my blog and posted 2 times a day for the god so damn first time!!

the new death blog features:
New blog skin
New songs(though no chinese ones. TT)
New love,hate and wishlist
Maybe more frequent blogging
Neater links

Kira
fell in love with music @ 10:01 PM

hi! Phyucyn here.. XD
i post with permission de hor!
i told th blog owner tht im gunna post and he allowed me to ><
actually just now he was at my house and post th previous post
(not only he at my hse.. also got Lingyin and Shengmu ^^)
and nvr sign off~
i'll let you see some of th pictures taken just now

wahhh~ study ah? still laughing de?! lol.. he cant concentrate!
once she come into my room, she on my lappie and start watching BOF
she want to go into my lappie to see YJH & GJP? staring at th screen like crazy..
(i was once like her too when i first time watch BOF^^)

if ppl in th drama laughing, she also laugh.. when they cry, she and shengmu start to cry also
see i nvr cry.. coz i watched it ytd and cried ord so dont feel like crying liao.. ><
Junrong start to play this thing and Shengmu followed? they make loadx of shapes out of it (childishh!)

later been forced by my sis to play this game with her... inthend, Junrong lost =)

my sis' little human? why th leg open one? lol.. no enough blocks..

Junrong saying "I Love You" to?

"I Love You" with smiling face and Junrong's ugly leg =X

Shengmu's smiling face =)

still got more but requested by someone not to post so i wont =D
see, i so good! (LOL)
and Lingyin go home first around 5pm
she was like so into BOF tht she forgotten th time..
lol
thn Shengmu was scolded by her mom coz she stay back very long at my hse
and ard 5.30pm, she go home leaving me and Junrong alone TT
lucky got my sis =]
he updated his blog and went home at 6pm when his daddy come fetch him
played too hard tht i skipped my lunch!
they eat liao lor.. at mac before coming to my hse
=P happy happy!
kay im going to help him sign out from blogger and go update my blog?
BYE!

Phyucyn(:

Kira
fell in love with music @ 6:42 PM

Woohoo! im back to scold more people! XD but i will tok like how kah keng tot me. XD

for those who dun understand,
limbeh=me/i
sibeh=so
kuai lan="naughty"?
wa lang= we/us
belanga=treat(food)

u r sibeh kuai lan, yet u hate people who are kuai lan. u are sibeh cheap, asking for more freebies that ccm teacher give and asking people to belanga u when u have $20 in ur wallet. say u cant use den y still drag limbeh there to eat wif u? no money dun eat/dun go la! u dun respect people. using leg to call them is so liddat freaking! u called her chee bye infront of limbeh even when u know limbeh like her. u are so sibeh freaking! stop everything! u once stopped but it came all back. just like f******. u agreed wif other people when u know u are not supposed to. asking me to laugh and when limbeh laughed, u scolded fuck u. zzz! acting tall when asking limbeh to stand straight when u obviously know u are taller. u are so liddat lame. u agree at everything people say and dunnoe that i hate her too. still, u say she avoid me and i dunno. this is like so wtf coz limbeh knows!!! u dun even know how to spell "pawned" yet u kept saying it and spelling it. wad u spelled? "porned". let limbeh teach u. it's p-a-w-n-e-d pawned. threatening limbeh to tell her limbeh like her is so no class! u just wan to know limbeh inside out but that's not the way. apologizing wif no guilt and wif the tone of wanting to fight is not even apologizing. u think wa lang will accept ur "sorry ah!"? maybe u were a good friend. but u changed. and/or maybe i did. thanks for all the advice and everything u gave me. but u are just so freaking!

for sounding vulgar is not i hate this person very deep. it's because i think this language is funny and want to try it out. sorry if it is too vulgar.

Kira
fell in love with music @ 5:40 PM

u are so cruel. u make me feel guilty whenever u tok wif ur cold tone. it is so difficult to get the answer from u. u keep running away, giving all kinds of excuses. i know im a bastard. and maybe i know y. but i just wan to get it out from ur mouth! pls!


thank goodness u still tok to us... at least me...


isn't it cool for strangers to be friends?
isn't it sad for friends to be strangers?
we were once so happy, and i want to get tat feeling back.
y cant time just stop at the moment we are happy?

Kira
fell in love with music @ 1:50 PM

Hello! After so long didnt post u'all miss me rite? XD well.. basically, im lazy to post. :P well... hmm... this may not be a proper post but keep reading it so i wont have to post in the near future. XD

U are basically TALL, arrogant, childish, act like the boss, blah blah.. u want to gain autority when no one hates us. u want to make people no tok to us. or perhaps, hate us. onli u know the BRILLIANT plan. u dun even know how many people hate u and still, u hate those innocent ones, those who treat u as a good friend. wad an idiot u are. u boast and boast abt ur BEAUTY, not knowing people will puke their pepsi twist out. u jump and jump like u nid to go to the mental hospital or just trying to be even TALLER. u like at least 3 guys in a month, u change and change. everything just have to go ur way isnt it? u dun like people to shake the table, they just have to listen to u? u happy u can just punch anyone? u not happy u ask ur best friend to scram? u dun even know ur best friend LOVE u. u backmouth those who u hate. but they dun hate u. u just hate them because u think they hate u. and by that, i mean u are a total crap! i seriously think u are not 13. pls, i beg u, grow up! both in height and characteristic.



u wont listen to HIM and not tok to us rite? u have ur own decision, u wont follow HIM rite? pls, dun believe wadeva HE says about us. i dun wan our friendship to be plain, or even end, because of HIM.

Kira
fell in love with music @ 3:40 PM