YES! Choonhiang and Minghong coming back tomorrow. It's been so boring since they left. The awkward silence because Minghong isn't talking. And feelings bottled up because Choonhiang's not there...
Been missing them since the 2nd day of their camp. Really hope they enjoyed, because I am enjoying in school! LOL
Had not been thinking properly and correctly. Yes, I have to change. I think I said this many times already but still, no results. Hope this time it works.
你总是心太软 心太软
You're always soft-hearted, soft-hearted
独自一个人流泪到天亮
Crying till the dawn alone
你无怨无悔的爱着那个人
Loving someone without complains and regrets
我知道你根本没那么坚强
I know you are not that strong
你总是心太软 心太软
You're always soft-hearted, soft-hearted
把所有问题都自己扛
Solving every problems on your own
相爱总是简单 相处太难
Though love is easy, getting along is difficult
不是你的 就别再勉强
Don't force yourself if it's not yours
The whole song is basically saying this girl being too soft-hearted and loving her man devotedly and forgot about herself. Although I'm not in love, this song never fails to wake me up. I must stop being soft-hearted. What must be done, have to be done. There's no other way out.
And I realize, as the generation gets younger, the responsibility and respect changes accordingly. In the past, women give birth at the age of 14 or 15. Now, women give birth only above 18. Why? Because we(both males and females) lack responsibilty. The women and men in the past is able to take care of their child when they were only in their teens. Now, we already have problems commiting to our own CCAs? I don't get it.
Few generations above us, they are all respectful people. Now, our generation and younger, do what they think is "right", so they talk back.
Seriously, what is wrong with the discipline? Must you all be driven only by punishments? Must you guys do what has to be done only when there's no other way? Don't you guys have any initiative at all?
Juniors, respect your seniors. That's the least you can do to repay them. If the previous batches can do it, I don't see why you don't. Having fun and respecting your seniors is different thing. When it is the time to be seniors, you jolly well respect your seniors. When it's time to play and not be so serious, you respect them as how you respect your friends(who is older). They are your seniors. They are called seniors and they are there for a reason. They don't deserve your disrespect and all your bunch of crap. When they ask you to do something, it is for your own good, if not, then for the band. You wouldn't want your juniors to treat you the same way as how you treat your juniors now. They'll learn and follow you. I regretted not respecting my own seniors. Start learning how to respect your seniors now, before the sec 1s comes in. Mark my words.
No, I'm not going to be soft-hearted again. Time to be firm and still. Nothing's gonna make me change. I'll work towards what I want. Time to lead.
fell in love with music @ 9:43 PM
