anw, beware of vulgarities. today i just not my day. =.=
let's just start on the afternoon.
went for band with excitedment. after warming up with mr tan, he gave us first love and i was happy. im still happy after sight reading but my mood just gets worse after playing dawn of a new day. i fucking screwed up every song i played. =.= even dawn of a new day and fireside christmas. like wth? these are easy pieces and we practiced for so long! either it's wrong note or wrong timing. i just cant perfect one single piece today. =.=
however, i get to know myself better after today. I'm fucking stubborn, sort of a perfectionist and have this fucking stupid feeling to win everything(arguments, debates, competitions...). =.= FML
i would probably be cursing someone right now if i'm not so pissed with myself. LOL
fell in love with music @ 7:10 PM
